My lips are willing to smile, but my heart are unwilling to heal. The time for us to think bout future are begin.
Ben, i wishing you to read my blog now.
My eyes don't longer welcoming the tears.
I do all this because I love you.
Yes, I love you.
but i don't see our future bright as other people does.
I am not blaming you for our different religion.
It just I am lack of confident towards myself. I am not strong enough to guide you. Ben, before we going too far it's better we take this good way.
I was really hope you understand. We will be strong.
InsyaALLAH. I KEEP BELIEVING THE FAITH.