.everything.

hari ni, dok umah..mcm biase, housegirl!
but xbrape sedap badan jek.
xbley berdiri lama.huish!
rase cm nk pitam pon ade..

actually, i want to tell sumthing that about my future.
okay..im supposed to fly on dis dec, but becoz of sumthing that really i can't ward off.
so, i want to fly next intake next year.
after conversation with my family, i decided not going to fly.
i am glad that mama was accept it, cuz she the one who want me fly at all.
Alhamdulillah.
so now, im looking somewhere to futher my studies.
thats make my mind burst out!
Ya Allah, please show me the way.
to my besties, nowa..thanks a lot. cuz support me all the time.
love u!
to him, dear..i sayang u.
yes, im serious!
seems pretty ridiculous to me.
hee.

.mampuku lawan.

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

i was try so hard..fight for this.and only this.the loneliness.
please, where r my happiness?
i just walk and never stop.

.intai jap.

hahh.arini tdow lmbt sbb ptg td dah tdow,,haha.
tok su nk p mekah.so, buat laa kendri td.p tolong ape yg ptot.
penat ouh! ramai gler dtg.
tuh tdow ptg td.hee.
tmrw need to check my driving licence.hahh.
weyh, korg rindu ahh! hee.
sempat lg.hee.
okay..daaa!

.pecah kepala.

haih..dah seminggu asyik pening pale.asal eh?

hadoiii..rase cm nk penggal je kepala ney..

yeah.dok umah..just do some homework.

kemas.cuci baju.jemur baju.masak.bg mkn utk si 'kembang' a.k.a my cat.

lepas buat sume keja.dah start boring.hahh.

thats my routine life.

hadoii..makin pening plak.

next week start my diving licence.haha. lawak!

xmaw amik driving licence kt Beroga tuh!

ahh..better only me know y.hehe.

yeah.so, i got sumthing to do lahh.

haha..work.job.plss...come to me beybeh!

so, i wont get headache as usual!haha.

.eight.

ape yg ada pd 8??
dua bulatan yg bercantum menjadi satu.
kadang2 satu besar satu kecik.
kadang2 sama saiz.
hurmm..
bukan kte xbley mcm tuh.
mungkin ade sesuatu yg awk xtawu.
yg mmbuat kn sy xbley nak terima awk.
pergi lah crk pmpuan yg btol2 bley buat awk bhagia.
anggap lah yg sy pernah singgah di hidup awk.
biar lah no. 8 tuh jd no yg bahagia sampai akhir zaman.
go.enjoy ur life..
i know, thats all u want ryte?
no 8 itu ttp akan menjadi no yg aku syg dr dulu sampai bler2.

come.sing along!

Amelle:
It was so easy that night
Should've been strong
Yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

Keisha:
I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel about you
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know who I feel about you

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Amelle:
All that it takes one more chance
Don't let out last kiss be our last
Gimme tonight and I'll show you

Keisha:
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you now

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Heidi:
Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
Cause I know your the one
And I can't be without you

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All:
But I know how I feel about you now
Yet I know how I feel....

Keisha:
...About you now

.lalalala. ;))

And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.

Where did you go?
'Cause you're not gone
Everyone knows that something's wrong
The wires were cut and I'm alone

I know we're getting closer
I know you're coming back for me this time
This time.

Your voice comes in and now it's fading,
I can't believe this is so frustrating.
'Cause you never seem to understand
And you always slip straight through your hands
And how does it feel to be alone?

I know we're getting closer
I know you're coming back for me this time
This time.

If you ever find what you were looking for
I will be waiting there, I will be there

me.me.me

1. What time did you get up this morning?
8.30 a.m.ngantok gler kot.tdo lewat smlm.hee.

2. How do you like your steak?
not too much.lemak2.. ;)


3. What was the last film you watched at the cinema?
ermm..what hahh..wait.wait.hahh! final destination 5.oh.yeah!

4. What is your current favorite TV show?
ermmm..supernatural kot.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
paris.paris.chantek woo. ;)

6. What did you have for breakfast?
roti canai.hahh.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
mushroom soup. ;))

8. What foods do you dislike?
ikan! ikan! ikan!

9. Favourite Place to Eat?
rumah.haha!

10. Favourite dressing?
simple.hee.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
nahhh.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
t-shirt.jeans.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
japan! ;))

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 full.

15. Where would you want to retire?
a lots of people loved me.

16. Favourite time of day ?
nite.tdow.haha.

17. Where were you born?
hosp. besar kuala lumpur.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
netball.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
anyone.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
haha.anyone.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
they all lahh. ;))

22. Bird watcher?
nope.hee.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
susah ah nk jwb.haha!

24. Do you have any pets?
cat.kembang!

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
miss someone.haha!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
doctor kottt.haha!

27. What is your best childhood memory?
haha.nakal gler kot.suke jalan sorg2.sampai hilang.haha.

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
cat women! ngiaww.

29. Are you married?
haha.bf pon xde.berangan nk kawin.mende ahh.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
ahhh.rimas!

31. Been in a car accident?
yeah.uish.xmaw ingat dah.

32. Any pet peeves?
peeeves?dictionary pls.

33. Favourite Pizza Toppings?
hawaiian chicken!

35. Favourite ice cream?
chocolate!;))

36. Favourite fast food restaurant?
mcd je pilihan yg ade.haa.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
haha.xfail pon lg.

38. From whom did you get your last email?
facebook.


39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
crdt card? gler.haha.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
yeah! haha.

41. Like your job?
job? what?doing homework?

42. Broccoli?
nice ahh.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
langkawi! gler.chocolate city! ;))

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
family.of couz!

45. What are you listening to right now?
bitterheart by zee avi.

46. What is your favourite colour?
black.white.grey.turquiose.


47. How many tattoos do you have?
haha.tattoos? gler.

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
anyone.

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
2.46 pm. ;))

50. Coffee Drinker?
nope! xsuke!

.thinking of him.

wahh.feels really miss him.
but, naahh..just go on with the flow.
mayb he's accpet me as a friend already.
yeah, hope so..
sumtimes i really loved being this way.
single..lonely..family..friends.
yeah..i must try to appreciate what i had.
facing all this, is not a easy.
so, i need to motivate myself to be strong.
wtever it is, i miss all the memories!
yeah.really sleepy.
nyte guys.
zzz

.life is short.

03.10.09
sempat jugak aku tgk dye ptg tuh.
dye mak cik aku yg sakit dr umur 4 tahun.
time dye 4 tahun, dye kena demam panas.teros dye xmcm bdk2 len.
now, keadaan dye agak teruk.kurus sgt.
terlintas nk ckp, ya Allah.selamat kan lah dye.
mlm tuh time tgh beraya kt umah member mama.
dpt kol dr mak cik.
mama ckp dye dah xde.
ya Allah, akhir nya.dr dye merasa kesakitan di dunia.kau lebih syg kan dye.
innaallillah.
semoga dye dicucuri rahmat bersama org org yg beriman.
baca kan al-fatihah kpd dye.
amin.