.grateful.

for all that im going through, i just feel grateful.
just because that im having the 1/4 life crisis.
i have all these dreams and plans but i can't achieve them.
yes, im frustrated and i can't seem to move forward.
will all these worries really go away in time?
i just like an alien.
hanging in this wild world.
sometimes, i feel like wanna go as far as i can.
but i know, its doesnt change anything at all.
Alhamdulillah.
i nvr do something out of my mind.
guys, i dont know what to do if i doesnt have you.
thanks a lot.
sorry if im being really annoying.
enough for now, i try to settle by myself.
damn love guys.

.this song reminds me of them.

JAY SEAN FEAT LIL' WAYNE
DOWN

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne

(Verse 3)

Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ‘cause to me she too raw degree,
She crawl all over things,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
I can’t help be her souljah pleaser,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m in battlefield love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, now probably, and honestly get down like that, be proud of me,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down.

thanks a lot to all my dear.
U inspired me.
only for U i tried so hard to be happy.
huwah! bnyk sgt prob.
pening.sakit
InsyaAllah, ade hikmah nye.
Alhamdulillah.
hope everything will gonna be fine soon.
;))

.Alhamdulillah.

Ya Allah, begitu besar dugaan yg aku tempuhi.
sesngguh nya, aku bersyukur kepada Mu.
Alhamdulillah..
ketika aku di dalam kesusahan, mereka tetap berada di samping ku.
terima kasih, syg.
semoga, apabila mereka di dalam kesusahan.
aku juga akan tetap berada di sisi dia.
Ya Allah, Kau beri kan lah kekuatan supaya aku dpt menjalani semua nya dgn tabah.
Kau lurus kan lah jalan di hadapan ku.
kerana hanya Kau sahaja yg aku sembah.
hanya Kau sahaja yang aku damba.
Kau yg maha berkuasa lagi maha mengetahui segala nya.
Ya Allah!
amin.

.im falling down.

yesterday, became my worst day ever.
im trying to be calm as well.
but i can't, crying harder.
i'm really down.
wish someone beside me.
hug me and tell me that, everything gonna be okay.
my heart was going to pieces.
my head was beating rapidly like sumthing alive on it.
until i fall down, and faint.
yes, mayb i was thinking so much.
but, what can i do.
damn stress!



thanks to them.
i love them.
they all i need.
yes, is only YOU

.the shadow will hide it.

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free


You should've just told m e the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you


Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again


I Want You So
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again


Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon..

this is a song. really touch full.
i almost cry for this song.
its just because i am a girl.
.love.

.everything.

hari ni, dok umah..mcm biase, housegirl!
but xbrape sedap badan jek.
xbley berdiri lama.huish!
rase cm nk pitam pon ade..

actually, i want to tell sumthing that about my future.
okay..im supposed to fly on dis dec, but becoz of sumthing that really i can't ward off.
so, i want to fly next intake next year.
after conversation with my family, i decided not going to fly.
i am glad that mama was accept it, cuz she the one who want me fly at all.
Alhamdulillah.
so now, im looking somewhere to futher my studies.
thats make my mind burst out!
Ya Allah, please show me the way.
to my besties, nowa..thanks a lot. cuz support me all the time.
love u!
to him, dear..i sayang u.
yes, im serious!
seems pretty ridiculous to me.
hee.

.mampuku lawan.

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

i was try so hard..fight for this.and only this.the loneliness.
please, where r my happiness?
i just walk and never stop.

.intai jap.

hahh.arini tdow lmbt sbb ptg td dah tdow,,haha.
tok su nk p mekah.so, buat laa kendri td.p tolong ape yg ptot.
penat ouh! ramai gler dtg.
tuh tdow ptg td.hee.
tmrw need to check my driving licence.hahh.
weyh, korg rindu ahh! hee.
sempat lg.hee.
okay..daaa!