This is a story of a girl ♥

kenduri kendara

2012-01-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

Bermula pagi sabtu di Masjid Baling, Akad Nikah :)first time pakai baju jubah, tuh pon org punyee =.= mana tak nyee, kalau beli confirm senteng, haiyaa.

Diikuti kenduri belah perempuan pada hari ahad, di Baling.tema merah putih, CHANTEKK BAK HANGGG!

Jyeah, nih abang sepupu aku yang `mengada`

Hari berikutnya, kenduri belah sepupu chekk,aku sebagai tuan rumah, tangkap gambar dari pintu masuk, bagi bunga telur berserta sabun wangi di atas pentas. having so much fun! =]

first time pakai gaya tudung cenggini, okay dok? hihi

chantekk GILA!#suka baju perempuan, color sgt chantekkk.

nih sepupu aku yang gila =]

family belah mama yang dapat datang :)

kawan baik aku yang sudi datang, thanks weh! :)

Last but not least, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU, semoga cepat cepat memimang cahaya mata okey! Aminn. :)

16 January

2012-01-16T21:18:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Encik Abdul Hamid bin Mohammad

Feels grateful, dapat ayah like you.
Thanks abah for all have you done for me.
Abah yang supporting, abah yang suka buat anak2 dia gelak, abah tak pernah naik tangan, abah tak pernah tinggi suara kat anak2 dia.
Takda orang lain selain abah yang saya sayang.
I love you so much.
More than everything abah, #suddenly tearsdrop :'(
Semoga panjang umur, dan diberkati oleh Nya.

Takda apa nak bagi sekarang, but i hope one day i will be the best for you.
I need you abah, :'(

#senyuman itu membunuhku

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Pathophsyio

2012-01-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

Ahha, awok awok senang saya nak upload. Leceh sket nak upload kat fb. Ngehngeh.

Saya upload one by one okay. Yang mana ada aje leww. :3

Terbalik pulok, pepandai lah yob. Hewhew

Nih no3

Nih no5

Nih no4

Nih no4 gakk

Itu je yg saya ada. Selamat menconteng :3

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Number had been increased

2012-01-07T00:54:00.001+08:00

2012
Nombor yang cantik,
Permulaan tahun yang menarik.
Sambut new year di ICT with beloved family.

Feveret mama to see fireworks. Feveret saya keluar bersama keluarga :3

2011 tahun yang sangat indah,

Pertama,
Semoga tahun tahun akan datang akan mematangkan kita untuk menjadi insan yang terbaik utk Allah SWT, diri sendiri dan orang sekeliling. InsyaAllah.

Kedua,
Semoga Furby saya makin besar, gemuk dan sihat

#suka selit selit -.-

Ketiga,
Semoga saya menjadi pemain roller blade yang terhandal. =.=

Keempat,
Semoga saya menjadi anak yang solehah utk parents tercinta

#ayuu sgt nih =P

Kelima,
Semoga saya diredhai hendakNya.

Selamat tinggal 2011,
Selamat datang 2012
=]

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Location:Atas katil empuk

End of December

2011-12-19T00:07:00.001+08:00

Jyeah, thanks a lot to all my family and friends cuz made my beautiful day in every single of day in this december. <3
I do appreaciate it guys, feels the loved being us is the best feeling ever.

So, what did i get in my birthday this year?

On my birthday, 6 december 2011

All my friends were wishing me, Aminnn. Jyeah, not even thru FB, thru message and call also.
Terharu sangat, when Airen from US called me up just for wishing my birthday. Auwww, miss you so much girl.

First present I get :

She made my day, this movie is quite awesome. Guys, you should watch this too. <3

Second present,

A book Missed Connection and chocolate GODIVA
Thanks a lot <3

Then, from my mom. Such a cute hugpillow, and redish carpet for my bedroom.
Love youu mama <3

After the day, my beloved friend celebrate my birthday.
Sangat terharu, T_T

Celebrate with his younger brother, =]

A few days later, my very very beloved friend belanja tengok movie.

First Ombak Rindu,

Second Twilight Breaking Dawn part 1,

Third, Puss in Boots,
3 movie non stop, Ombak Rindu, Twilight and Puss in Boots #jyeah,again!
Thanks Norra, <3 youuu.

Then, i got another present.

Its sugar glider!

I called him FURBY!
So, cute <3

Sokay, end up here.
My eyes cant stand enough to see the world anymore, begin to see the dreams Goodnight.
-.-
Krohh, krohh.

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Location:Jalan Marmar Empat 7/30d,Shah Alam,Malaysia

December <3

2011-12-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

Hey december please be good to me.
Last nite, i was had a bad dream.
Ntah mcm mane cerita nye, but in the end rumah kena pecah masuk pencuri.
But the weirdest, takde pon barang hilang. Tp rumah sgt bersepah. And dia bukak api gas. Tuh je. When i came, just tutup api then cari lah barang apa yg hilang. Tapi takda pongg. Haiyaa. Ntah ape jenis mimpi pon tak taw. Suspen gila. That time, i was alone and my family were at kampung.
=,="

Okay, enough to my weird dream.
Tetiba terpikir satu benda, iaitu "kahwin"

Haa, ckp pasal kawin ada orang cakap, "Nakk!"
Ada orang cakap, "Lekk luuuu"
Ada orang cakap, "belum ada jodoh"

Mcm2 kann, tapi for this moment ramai dah orang kawin awal. Baya-baya aku umur 20th dah ada yg kawin.
Actually, aku tabik laaa sesapa yg kawin awal nih.
First, dorg kawin masa muda nih banyak risiko.
Apa risiko nye?
Yelahh, kalau kawin dgn org kaya takpe laa. Yg sederhana nih mcm mne, umur muda takkan keja dah gaji tinggi kann? So, dari segi kewangan laa. Bila dah kawin macam2 kena tanggung, selain isteri, rumah then kreta. Haa.
Risiko kedua, sebelum kawin nak mintak persetujuan mak bapak. Perghh! Ni paling gerun agak nyee. Lagi2 kome yg tak hbis belajar lagi. Memang kena 'tiaw' kot. *mana aku blaja bahasa mcm ni -.-
Tapi yang dah habis blajar yang baru jinak2 dgn keja baru pon mesti kena 'tiaw' jugak.
So, camne nak kawin awal?
Sebenar nyaa, mak bapak tak patut halang anak2 anda nak mengikat tali dengan pasangan mereka. Kalau yee, dorg tgh belajar tapi tak salah kalau kasi tunang dulu kan?
Bila mereka dah kukuh, bagi kawin jelah. Aku suka tgk kawan2 aku yg kawin awal nih. Bukan ape, sekurang kurang nye, dorg berani and ada semangat cinta yang tinggi.
Aku cuma boleh berdoa semoga mereka bahagia sampai ke anak cucu.

Aku??

Tuh haaa, anak aku.
Ehh, tak tak. -.-

susah maw jawab kalau kawan2 mak aku tanya, " anak hang nih dah besaq nohh, bila nk kawin nih? "
Errr, -.-
Tersipu- sipu laa aku,
Ada jodoh tak kemana, tapi aku ada aim bila nak kawin. Tapi better aku jelah yg tawu. Hihi

Sampai jodoh aku, rasalah korang nasi minyak aku.
:3
Lots of love,
Bazilah hamid

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Heart her <3

2011-11-24T00:11:00.001+08:00

This is izzah hazirah bt abd malik. She is my bestfriend ever since we're in high school. What the best thing is she is crazy girl i ever met. I'm used to be penolong kelas dulu, then evrytime takde cikgu masuk supposely i was the one looked up for the cikgu. The craziest thing, we were damn bored then we pegi ronda-ronda satu sekolah like we are the boss.
=__=" *so naughty*
Kalau terserempak dgn cikgu discipline, jawapan nya mesti tgh cari cikgu.

Lepas habis sekolah, konon nya pegi study tapi berjalan sampai ke mid valley. *without license, guys!* she drive gen2, abang dia punyaa.
She's so brave, i'll respect her. #suddenly terpikir,nasib tak kena tangkap. Haiyoo!

But now, there are so much thing we were had been thru together. Eventhough, u were'nt jumpa selalu but our friendship will always strong like old time ago.
I know you so well, so do you.
May Allah bless our relation.

Yes, entry nih memang pasal kau je. =p
Currently, she working at Tutti Frutti. So, tmrw she will offer me to work there, yeah sementara cuti kan. 3 weeks left, boleh dapat ke?
Try jelah, tak salah mencuba.
Okay, off to berlepas ke paris. Bye silent reader!

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Location:Mid valley

I am freaking in love with my family

2011-11-23T13:07:00.001+08:00

My lovely mom with white baby at Pavilion. =]

My superhero are waiting his roti canai, =]

My annoying brother, "pemakan donut yang tegar"

Yess, ChocoLocco J.Co donut was superb!

Yes, this is for you ladies.
Off to fridge looking something to eat, =__="

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Location:Depan TV

2011-11-20T23:27:00.001+08:00

1. Tahukah anda ketawa 100 kali bersamaan 15 minit senam berbasikal. Ketawa dapat meningkatkan kadar jantung dan menggunakan banyak otot dimuka, perut dan diafragma.

2. Selain memulih mood kita, ketawa boleh mengurangkan stress, melawan jangkitan dan mengurangkan kesakitan.

3. Peringkat dua hormon-hormon tekanan, kortisol dan epinefrina yang mana menindas sistem imun badan, sebenarnya akan dijatuhkan selepas satu dos ketawa.

4. Ketawa menyebabkan perubahan positif dalam kimia otak dengan melepaskan endorphins , dan ia membawa lebih oksigen ke dalam badan dengan penarikan nafas lebih dalam.

5. Ketawa mengeluarkan kemarahan, ketakutan, kesalahan,kebimbangan dan ketegangan.

6. Ketawa menggalakkan tumpuan pada sikap yang baik daripada sikap yang buruk.

7. Antibodi yang paling kuat di badan kite dijumpai di badan apabila kita ketawa sepanjang masa.

So, just laugh people!

#agak menarik kan bedsheet saya, :3
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Last paper

2011-11-15T07:37:00.001+08:00

Aduinaa, time last paper nih laa malas nak study.
Cemane nih?
4 credit hours plak tuhh, #matilaaa
Mood holiday nih punn datang awal sangat.
-,-

Application nih aku baru download, prediction to the future.
Tgk ape dia bagi, WTHeck! =_=
macam tau2 jee, matilaa sbb tak baca habis biochem.
I will really die at the hall on 2.30pm today. Haa. Wuu~

Naaaa, wuteva it is just smile peeps.
Going through your problem might be the hardest but thats are the solution.
Tipu laa, kalau aku tak study. Hish.
Okay, continue reading.
Terima kasih mata, sebab sentiasa berkerja untuk saya.
Have a nice day people.
Wasalam.

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12/11/2011

2011-11-12T22:09:00.001+08:00

Its a fake flowers, -.-
Jalan-jalan bersama mama and abah.
Pegi rumah pak cik jumpa atok. Miss my family so much.
Tak sabar nak habis exam.
T_T

Tgh jalan-jalan kat SACC, terjumpa Shaheizy Sam!
O_O"
Muka terperanjat habis, #rasa nak pitam

Errr, cam orlando bloom plak. -,-

Okay, this one better.
WTHeck! He smiled back at me.
=D
Tak terkata la jawab nye.
Dia sangat comel, ouhh! *hantuk kepala kat dinding

Saya tak secantik Maya Karin, saya tak secomel Lisa Surihani. But I am proud to be myself. =]

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2011-11-10T13:25:00.001+08:00

Baru pas exam pathology, =3
Muka stress tak semesti nya tak dapat jawab exam,
Muka happy tak semesti nya dapat jawab dgn bahagia. =_=

Makan nye sudah, kena ganti tidur.
Kesian badan dan otak, banyak berkerja tadi dalam hall yang sangat sejuk. Urgh!
2 more paper yeah!
C'monnnn. Clinical microbe and clinical biochem.
Dah, =.= mata pun layuu.
Wave hand!

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Raya aidil adha,

2011-11-08T04:09:00.001+08:00

Rambut yang messy, dengan rambut yg pelik -,-

Ah chong! =]

Selamat hari raya aidil adha, =]

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Location:Rumah nenek

Exam season

2011-11-03T17:23:00.001+08:00

Yea, revising, preparing -.-
I really sleepy,
Bye!

By owl, O_O
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Location:Rumah baru

New house

2011-10-31T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hari ahad angkut barang, glad that family nora came and help angkat barang. Dua trip la jugak. Evrything was done, mengangkut, kemas balik, bina almari balik. such a tired day, kalau timbang maw turun 5 kg!
*yoyo jee*

Now balik rumah lama jap, amik saki baki.
And today is last day stay rumah lama nih.
Yeah, i will miss this house.
InsyaAllah, hope rumah baru takde bikin susah lah nnti yee.

I really hate finance UNISEL!
Urghh!
Maw exam dah taw tak!
Ingat aku ada bnyk masa ke nak pegi blk kat finance tuhh. Ishh!
Esok je harapan, if tak dpt jugak.
Mmg aku tak dpt pikir ape dah.
Hate you, UNISEL!
Yes, again!
T_T

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Location:New house laa

Mimpi mainan tidur

2011-10-29T10:46:00.001+08:00

Mimpi mainan tidur, kadang2 ayat tuh saja buat kita sedap hati kalau dpt mimpi buruk lah kann. Kalau mimpi indah? Hurmm.
Ikutkan plan nye, nak bngun pagi la. Kunun nye maw study, disebabkan mimpi terlampau indah. Postpone stdy, continue mimpi. Haha.
Teruknyeee -.-
So, wa bukan maw cita pasal itu mimpi ini hari.

Mandi!
Selamat berhari minggu my bloggers!
:3
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Location:Masih atas tilam

Kedinginan malam

2011-10-28T19:36:00.001+08:00

Hari nih, nasib wa tarak
baik. Punya lah awal wa keluar rumah maw pegi finance Unisel, masih tak dpt nombor giliran. Sabaq jelahhh.
Sebelum nih tak payah pakai mesin nombor tuhh, takda pon jadi mcm nih. Aku sanggup beratur kot dari brapa kali nak pegi finance tuh tak dpt nombor. Mana tak nyee, nombor terhad gila, dalam 100 ke 200 tiket satu hari. Sakit hati jee, haduii. =_="
Tangguh lagi hari isnin. Urgh!

Malam nih, hujan tak benti dari petang tadi. Guruh sambung menyambung, tambah sejuk sampai ke tulang. Buat mata aku pon layu jee.
So, wa maw tido. Penat sket ini hari, -,-

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Location:Atas tilam

Siang berganti malam

2011-10-27T19:42:00.001+08:00

Malam yang bertemankan bunyi air hujan jatuh ke bumi.
Nasib perut sudah kenyang, kalau eza n aida *classmate* takde mesti perut ku masih lapar.
Terlantar ku di atas tilam, sedang memikirkan tentang diriku, mereka dan masa depan.
Haih, harga rumah tgh melambung. Mahal wey skang. =___=
Kalau korang dah keja, beli rumah teros okay.
Jangan lengah-lengah. Haa.
Kreta bagai, beli je murah-murah. Harga kreta makin lama makin murah.
Sambil usha2 rumah, terdetik nak tgk rumah kat US, pergh! Murah-murah banding rumah ka malaysia. Beli kat US jelah, boley tak? :3

Dah, sudah maghrib. Maw mandi, chowz!

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Location:Rumah shah alam

Sense of human nature

2011-10-27T10:33:00.001+08:00

Pagi pagi dah buat aku terkedu, -.-
Tak kisah lah, korg nak ckp aku nih kuno or what so ever.
Pape pon, sometimes we should respect others.
Rumah tuh bukan korg je yang bayar, suma bayar and aku ada hak nak marah ke ape.
Kalau dah bawak lelaki masuk rumah, sapa tak marah? Ko pegi tanya mak bpk ko marah ke tak?
Aku cuba paham, korg nak study and so on.
Aku cuba paham, tapi cuba korg paham aku plak.
Bukak je pintu nmpk muka lelaki kat hall, apekejadah nye.
Dengan pakai sluar tight, wtfish!
Kau dah tawu, nak masuk rumah pmpuan pakai lah elok elok sket.
Yg si pmpuan plak, dah tawu nak bawak lelaki pakai lah elok2. Nih pakai short pant.
Dah nmpk aku masok, boley plak lelaki tuh tak pandang langsung muka aku.
Asal? Malu? Tawu plak, ingat tak tawu.
Sorry takde, atleast ckp lah sorry, tumpang study. Sejuk lah jugak hati aku nih. Kalau ikot hati aku tadi, mmg rasa nak pijak2 je muka kau taw tak.

Mana pegi nya semua perasaan malu?
Aku pon bukan perfect sgt, tapi aku berharap aku masih lagi dapat menghormati orang lain.
Nasib lah, aku nak keluar dari rumah tuh.
Norra, jom pindah cepat sket.
=_="

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Location:Library Unisel

Healthy Day with Awesome People <3

2011-10-26T12:04:00.001+08:00

Pukul 6 mama dah kejot ajak naik Broga, suddenly terpikir last naik broga sakit badan. Pikir balik, tak nak lah ikot naik broga.
Then, mama tukar plan pegi jogging kat Putrajaya. Yeay! :3

What is jogging?
I was googling some fact bout jogging and here some point what we should know bout jogging.

Jogging is a low impact form of exercise which involves running slowly at a pace of six miles per hour. Some other light impact exercises in addition to jogging are stair climbing, swimming, cycling or walking instead of jogging.

Haaa, sometimes lot of us didnt know what should we wear for jogging, isnt?

So, while jogging, wear something lightweight. Do not put on tight pants. Keep it loose. This is because, your body will sweat as you jog and loose clothes will ensure proper perspiration. Keep in mind that the more you perspire the better. Take it as a sign that your body is burning down those calories and fat.
*jangan lah pakai seluar jeans, baju ketat2, poket penuh dgn duit syiling*

So, happy jogging people! The best time for jogging is morning. =]

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Location:Putrajaya

Miss my Angah!!

2011-10-25T19:46:00.001+08:00

Suddenly, teringat kat angah. Really miss you girl, wishing you were here. T_T

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Blogger blogger blogger

2011-10-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

miss my blog!
By using ipad, susah giler nak mati post blog nih. Now, dah jumpa new app for blogspot. Damn!
Tmrw is Deepavali, happy deepavali to all my Indian friends.
Next week start exam dah, haiyo. T_T
Really need work hard beybeh.
Urmmm, bau nasi ayam pulok. Mama buat nasi ayam, but tak rasa nak makan. Want to put some diet, nak badan cam megan fox -.-

So cool rite? Urgh! Diet diet diet.
Bak kata norra, "kau nak kena tipu angin ke?"
=_="
megan fox tak melayang pun kena angin.
*nak jugak melawan*

I really need a vacation, *tetibe*
Teringat laut, pantai, pasir, angin, langit. Kalau ingat suma benda nih, semestinya aku tgh stress.

Sometimes rasa taknak fikir suma benda, rasa nak lari. Nak lari pegi mana? Pegi jauh, jauh dari dunia. *kalau boleh, lari gi US tros, WTFish!*
Biarlah, hadapi dgn tenang. InsyaAllah. Setiap masalah ada jalan penyelasaian nya. Harap ku temui jalan nya. Amin.

Mana plak pegi cekelat guwe? =_="
Bye!

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Location:Jalan Jelok Indah 2,Kajang,Malaysia

kisah hati

2011-08-28T02:16:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-26T13:56:00.000+08:00

Learn on it

2011-05-15T11:54:00.002+08:00

actually, tak taw nak tulis title ape. *sesukatiakuje*
semalam pegi dgr ceramah under al-ikhsan kat damansara.
cehh, mlm tuh dah set alarm pukul 6. *verytheconfident!*
then, reena call. 'baz, dah tgk gambar na?'
dgn mamai mamai, ' tgk phone, ohh. dah2. kaler cream eh?'
sambil tuh tgk jam, pukul 6.10 am. WTfish!
nape alarm tak bunyii. damn!
tgk balik, rupenyaa. alarm tuh set hari isnin selasa rabu khamis je.
fuhhh! nasib baik reena called. kalu takk, ceramah atas katil la jawab nye.

tajuk ceramah tuh 'keberkatan'
best, tapi sekejap. *bila pikir blk, kalu lama sgt confirm aku tido*
=]

oh, my! its twelve already!
bye

May

2011-05-11T01:04:00.003+08:00

Lama plak tak update blog ni kan. biasa laa, dah keja. mana ade masa maw buka laptop. Esok rabu, hari yang paling bahagia dlm hidup aku. kenapa? sebab rabu hari off day aku. =]
selalu nya, dari hari isnin aku dah pikir apa aku nak buat dgn hari rabu. Hari rabu jelah aku baru lihat dunia. haa.

cerita pasal keja,
biasa laa. keja kann, tak penat tak sah laa. tapi penat pun enjoy. dgn staff lain yg kepala mcm org gila. Alhmdullillah, nasib aku dpt staff yg okay2.

Jadual keja :
isnin 10 pagi - 7 mlm
selasa 10 pagi - 7 mlm
rabu OFFDAY
khamis 1 ptg - 10 mlm
jumaat 10 pagi- 10 mlm
sabtu 10 pagi - 10 mlm
ahad 1 ptg - 10 mlm

keja mcm nii, kadang2 tak tawu dah hari ape. terasa mcm aku dok kt dunia lain jee. selalu nya, sabtu ahad hari bahagia. kali nii, sabtu ahad pon aku tak dpt beza bila.

dugaan keja, biasa laaa. macam2 org, macam2 ragam.
dari situ aku kena belaja bersabar. =]
ada jugak stock loss, sizing salah.
macam2 laa, tapi aku anggap suma tuh dugaan aku keja. Nobody perfect, people makes mistake. So, take it as a challenge. Try to be better in the future cuz mistake makes perfect.

tak pasal2 entry aku skang pasal keja. dah, keja time keja laa. belaja utk tak terbawa2 sampai ke rumah. cehh, practice bila dah berkeluarga nnti. heee.

Its May people! time flies so fast isnt?
Rasa mcm baru cuti, baru keja.
So, i tried to catch my time with a good things.
learn from other side of people's life.

yeah, enough to merepek repek.
waiting ben to call me. *yelahhh, takde crdt. tempoh tamat plak*
kata nya, beli makanan. wondering beli makanan, or buat makanan.
yeah, plus borak2 lagii. okayy, understand enough.

eh, June! InsyaAllah, Im off to kelantan. become a bridesmaid. Request from sis Aly, which is kakak ben laa.
Tgh pikir maw cari baju cream kat mana. baju kurung or kebaya? ahhh, nnti ada berkenan beli jelah kann. yeay! tak sabar maw pegi. pape pon, saya maw kad!

Oh, damn! 1.37 am. off now, mcm keja plak esok kann. tapi niat maw pi jogging esok. okbye!

new baby!

2011-04-25T23:46:00.005+08:00

intai intai, =]

lovely, falling in love with you.

thanks to my bro, cuz he made this up. =]

thanks abah buat surprise, suke giler ahhh!

suka suka

2011-04-08T23:22:00.010+08:00

Geram teramat, kalau tak cium pipi mereka tak sahh!

Oh, his name is Deedat or Adik D. Nak glamour Adik Justin Bieber.

pandai pose depan camera

terpikat saya, =_=

aduii, menusuk jantung senyuman dia.

His name is Muhammad Rasyidi or amat idi. Nak glamour Sarip Dol, cuz dia suka buli budak2 len. ish ish.

His name is Sheehan or yan. nak glamour Justin Bieber. Nak glamour lagi Maher zain. =]

this is my Lomo, say cheese Lomo. =]

2011-04-06T23:16:00.002+08:00

Lelaki tahukah kamu???

Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta,lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu. Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat lelaki rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu kamu berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima kamu seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan kamu lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan kamu.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan kamu, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang..tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan kamu dan masih mengangap kamu seperti anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian. Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, kamu akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk kamu...Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi kamu dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri kamu.

Lelaki tahukah kamu??

Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan salingmelengkapi dan menyempurnakan . Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya. Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang mampu menggoncang dunia dan mungkin pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya. Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup kamu kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyongkong kamu dan membuatkan hidup kamu lebih sempurna.

Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 kamu.

♥♥♥

=(

2011-03-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everything's perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me.

Are you happy now?

Hurm, what do you want?

Thanks cuz you makes me feel like I am nothing on you.

Thanks a lot!

I switch on my phone, cuz I miss you. wondering what for, you didnt text me, just one missed called.

Deym! You calling me now, am I supposed to answer it?

I still feels sad, damn sad.

I hate what we did today!

Its happened twice, we were in silent mode while driving.

I hate it! sumpah! hate!

I am tired,

hoping tmrw I will do my job as good as well.

hope my emotion didnt screwed everything up.

Girl

2011-03-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind..
When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply..
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around..
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine..
When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying..
When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever..
When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention..
When a GIRL SMS's you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once..
When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it..
When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future..
When a GIRL says "I miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that..

Busy Day

2011-03-29T16:36:00.002+08:00

Pagi pagi bngun mcm biase, kemas bilik.

then, siap je tros gi sekolah adik. Dia nak amik paper July, then shoot gi Shah Alam. Balik rumah sewa kejap, amik baju baju sket.

Then, pegi makan kat sri kembangan. Lalu Sky Villa, *teringat plak*

Pas makan kat Mat ayam kampung *manisss doe! tak suka*, tros balik rumahh. hee.

Balik straight pegi 7E, borak borak dgn manager.

petang ni kena bg gambar pasport. Aduii, terpaksa lah amik gambar pasport yg aku simpan satu nih. deym!

huwargh!

Ngantok, bye!

Mondayy!

2011-03-29T00:36:00.004+08:00

Nih adik aku. Dia dok ajar aku men basikal nih tadi. susah lah jugak, sebab takde brek tangan pon taww. bayang kannn. break dia kat kaki. kira pnggil brek mati laaa. =_=

bila dah biase, okay laa.

hahh, citer pasal cari keja petang tadi. wahh, mula nye ikot plan lahh. tanye 7E, okayy. 'tmrw u can start' *awal lah plakkk*

pastu tgh jalan jalan, nmpk plak kedai sushi king. nak pekerja, ape lagi. pegilahh isi borang. ' I'll call you later' *ntah bile lah tuhh*

then jalan dlm kedai al-ikhsan. tetiba adik ckp, 'kawan adik keja sni, dia kata dia boley tolong. kat sini ade kosong'

macam biase, isi borang.

kang esok kalu suma call aku, matii laaa. =___=

harap ade lah keja.

byeee!

kerja kerja kerja

2011-03-28T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hari ni nak focus utk cari keja. hahh. Dah cuti 4 bulan, apo lagii keja lah kann. tak kan nk membesar kan badan jee.

tetiba mama datang, " nak pegi cari keja dah pukul brape dahh. org cari keja pagi2, ni tghari daa. "

*ade limit ke? bukan interbiu pon kann? nak tengok ade keja kosong ke tidak*

adik pon nak join jugakk, ngah tunggu dia bersiap la nii.

First, nk tgk kat 7E. cuz dekat je dgn umahkusyurgaku nii.

second, pi tgk area metro. yg pasti gaji taknak murah sgt. :P *belum keja dah sibuk, tanya gaji*

Kenapa aku nk sgt keja:

tak nak buang masa duduk kat rumah.
aku nak beli macam2. haha. Instants back lomo. deymmm! nak beli laptop baru, phone baru. *amboii, bnyk nyee*
aku nak pengalaman berkeja, ramai kawan. *mcm tak logik je alasan nih*
aku nak simpan duit. haha. * kan bee kannn? :P*

dahh, adik da siap. gtg! bye!

shame oh!

2011-03-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

Petang tadi pegi Putrajaya. taman cabaran. nama pon cabaran, so main benda2 extreme lah kann.

Dengan semangat yang berkobar kobar, pi lah sewa roller blade. *konon hebat mcm dulu lah kan*

zaman bila last aku main benda tuh.

first first pakai, memang tak stabil langsung. nyaris2 aku nak langgar motor depan aku. =__=

after 20 minutes, cehhh. hebat dah sket.

then, dah bley lari laju2. tapi nak break, still tak reti.

ada laaa sorg budak nih, main roller blade jugak. dari first aku main, asyik dok usha je. tawu lah kau pandai main budak kecik. deym! =__=

aku tengok dia lalu lalu depan aku, aku pon tanye lah dia. " Dik dik, macam mane nak break eh? "

main sopan aku tanye, tau dia jawab pe. " laaaa, break jelahh! "

amboii, sabar jelahh. aku pon tanya lagi, " yelahh, macam mane? "

dengan muka sememeh dia, " guna je break blakang. break jelahh. "

aku pon dok terkial kial lahh, guna break blakang. *actually taw ada break blakang, tapi tak reti nak guna. mengharapkan budak tuh tunjuk lah mcm mane nak guna. deym!*

dlm hati, ' thanks dik, kalau kau adik aku. dah lama aku siku siku kepala kau. '

part paling best, tgh dok syok main laju2. gedebuk! jatuhhhh.

waaaaaaaaaaaa! -_____-

dah lah depan aku budak2 laki main bmx, deymmmmm!

kalu ye pon, jatuh lah jauh sketttt.

nasib bek, dorg tak gelakk. senyum jeee.

sendiri jatuh, sendiri gelakk.

=))

rasa nak beli satu laa,

main lah mana2. geram! nakkk!

Love you lah org gila, habil rayyan!

‎12 signs you're falling in love

2011-03-27T13:10:00.000+08:00

READ FROM THE BOTTOM

12. You'll read his/her texts over and over again.
11. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him/her.
10. You'll pretend to be shy whenever you're with him/her.
9. While thinking bout him/her your heart will beat faster and faster.
8. By listening to his/her voice you'll smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/her, you can't see the other people around you, you can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs.
5. He/She becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell.
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them.
2. You'll do anything for him/her.
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.

=_=

2011-03-27T12:16:00.002+08:00

mimpi ngeri plak mlm td. -____-

slalu mimpi mcm tuh. duii, apa lah maksud nye ehh.

sedey pon ade, sakit hati pon ade.

Dan dan lah aku bukak google. cari tafsir mimpi. hee.

5 minutes passes..

aduii, takde lah plakk. takpe laa. forget it. mimpi mainan tido. *sedapkan hati*

kang jap lagi maw pegi rumah jiran, buat nasi tomato kot. nasi tomato? minat kee? tahh, telan je kot.

petang ni plan nak pegi putrajaya. main roller blade. wahh! dah lama tak main kot. Grr! NAKK!

plan nye, pagi ni. tapiii, tido tak ingat dunia. pegi petang jelahh an.

to my habil,

hoii, bangun lahh! dah tengahari taw pak cik!

hish. nak ckp pasal mimpi mlm tadi nihh. cepat lah bngun! =_=

tak nak bngun, dah laa.

bye!

Arghh!

2011-03-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Aduiiinaaaaaaaaaaa, maw mandi tertinggal tuala plakk. rase nak gi PAS jugak pi beli tuala skang. Saboo, saboo. Satgi si nora nih blk, mengamuk lahh. tgk aku tak mndi lagii. =_="

Arini sejuk jee. rasa tamaw bngun dari tilam je. duii, nak mandiiiiii laaaaaa. hish,

joy weekend with family

2011-03-20T18:17:00.008+08:00

really nice an?

see the balloon?

fixie? nih trend baru. bicycle fixie, macam2. tapi memang ringan giler. takpelah, janji sihat. dari budak2 skang buat bukan2 an?

keep it up guys!

All photos, Location at Putrajaya.

rumah ku syurga ku

2011-03-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, akhir nya. tamat lah sudah exam saya. hadui yay. sem ni agak stress sket, ntah lahh. lecturer tak tolong langsung kot. mmg macam org gila jugak lahh. =_="

tapi dah hbis punnn, wahaha. maw gelak besar, maw jerit kuat2, melalak laju2.

yg penting maw tidow puas puas. huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

bye!

Perut Ber'asid'

2011-03-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

Title tak bley blah kann,

hari ni bngun kol 9.05 a.m.

tak sempat nak wish good luck kat dia. hee. ape punye gf daa.

dowwy! :)

mandi, guna sabun baruu. wahh. *nak jugak bagitaw*

pastu tgh dok ckp pasal spa laa, sauna laa, dengan si nowa nih.

TER tengok plak blog cupcake. deymmmm!

masing2 terliur.

confirm! kalau korg tgk pon mesti terliur punyeeeeeee.

skang jugak rasa nak order, makan sorang2. =_="

duii, be mine mehh. masuk dlm perut.

lapar nyeee, dorg nih tdow plakk. perut ape tah dorg ni,

nak makannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn laaaaaaa!

bye!

Lonely night

2011-03-13T02:51:00.003+08:00

Malam nih sayu jee, bukan aku je. orang2 sebelah aku pon sama.

sebelah kiri tidow dahh. bukan sayu tuh, tapi sunyi teros kann. yang belah kiri, sobsob dari tadi. bila tanya, makin laju plak sobsob dia. okay, takes ur time. yg tengah dok menaip lah kann.

dengar plak org dok bersorak2 kat kedai mamak tuh. *betapa kuat nye, dorg sorak sampai bley dgr sampai dlm bilik* Alaa, hari ni arsenal lawan MU. apo nak di kato lah ann, mmg penuh lah kedai kedai mamak arini. hee. =]

Ikot kan hati yg sayu nih, mmg tak bley nak study lah kann. Urghhh! Lawan bazz oiii.

Ye! ye! -__- *dalam hati ye ye, tapi sambil taip mata tutup.*

dah lahh, maw kuak lentang, kuak kupu kupu, kuak ape2 lahh.

kepada orang sebelah saya, tamaw sobsob lama lama k? nnti mata bengkak mcm saya. Opss! Kantoi plak.

oyasuminasai,

habil rayyan.

Macam macam

2011-03-12T17:26:00.002+08:00

salam,
smlm dpt berita tergempar dari Jepun. Subahanallah.
bila tgk video2 on youtube, feels like wanna cry. I just can pray for them. Alhamdulillah, sni takde effect dari tsunami sana. sama2 berdoa ye kengkawan.

back to my life,
dah lama tak update kan? hee. lupe dah, saya ade blog rupa nya. huwahh,sampai mcm tuh skaliii. 0_o

hari ni, kenyang sangat hari ni. makan nasi kandaq. haaaa, dah mcm kandang dahh. =__=" kenyang sampai jalan pun, perut tinggal kat belakang. cumno tuh? this is my final exam month, so kira nya pas makan nak study lah kan. next week paper ari rabuu. duiinaaa, mentang2 paper hari rabu. bley lepak2 lagi kan. haha. start bukak note hematology. dah berjam jam topik satu. mane tak nyee, dok facebooking dari tadi. hee. Facebook, Facebook. boley juling mata taw dakk. @_@

si nas (roomate) dari tadi ulang alik depan aku, pastu tanya "hang stduy ka?" aku senyum jeee. =)
dia dtg usha balik, "macam tak jee"
aku senyum lagi. dlm hati jawab, memang tak laaa.hang tak nampak aku dok taip laju je nih. study apa nyaaa.

Bazz study laaa! cakap kat diri sndiri.
mcm mana nak study korg sibuk dok baca ape aku tulis. hee.
byep!

sugar ray - someday

2011-02-08T04:32:00.000+08:00

lama tak dengar, :0

hearbeat

2011-02-08T04:19:00.000+08:00

Hello 2011

2011-01-03T12:06:00.003+08:00

I would like to say bye bye to my 2010, and hi hi to my new 2011.

It was'nt going through like what we had plan, so we just celebrated new year at home.
Hope abah will better soon, I love you. :[

2010, banyak benda yang tak kan lupa.
thanks for those peeps that involved in my 2010 history.

I hope this year, I will jadi yang terbaik. yang berguna and optimist. InsyaAllah.

sejauh mana dugaan, I will never ever ever ever give up.
InsyaAllah, I would share my strengths to them as long as I can.
I can achieve if I'll believe.
I carry a lot of scars. I like the way that sounds. I carry a LOT of scars. again. :]

Krisdayanti - Aku Wanita Biasa

2010-12-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

Samsons-Bukan diriku

2010-12-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Already 4 days

2010-12-23T12:00:00.002+08:00

batuk tak berhenti, :(

selsema lagi, :(

mintak2 lah cepat baik, :[

Go buzz Go!

2010-12-14T03:13:00.001+08:00

Im doing some research bout effect or caused to secondhand smokers. Guess what guys, it consist of poisons and carcinogens. Contain of 4000 chemical compounds. Damn! Around 3000 people die because of this per year. Unbelievable. The effect may harmful more than smokers. Please smokers, shoh shoh. Don’t stay near with me. Ouh, I need to beware. :]

Had you heard this?

’ Being too clean can make you sick ‘

Haa, surprise? For sure you guys were using the antibacterial soap. Believe it or not, it consist of triclosan may suffer more than allergies. And exposure to higher levels of bisphenol A among adults may harm the immune system. Then how?

- trust no one -

:] continue to Google.

lomo.lomo.lomo.lomo

2010-12-10T09:49:00.003+08:00

:DD
anyone can teach me how to use it?

p/s: thanks a lot! love it, damn much!

over the world

2010-12-09T13:35:00.002+08:00

Kebesaranmu

2010-12-08T02:42:00.000+08:00

Salam Maal Hijrah

2010-12-08T01:19:00.002+08:00

Finally, I am 21 years old.
Thanks peeps for the wish.
Thanks guys cuz shine my day.
Memories unforgettable.
;D

Salam Maal Hijrah to all muslim people.
Sempena umur dah cecah 21, dgn hari Maal Hijrah ni saya ingin berubah to be someone more better.
And I need your support guys.
;D

Go Bazz Go!

Info for males and females. ;D

2010-12-01T21:03:00.000+08:00

Lelaki perlu tahu yang perempuan:

1. Sensitif : Bukan bermaksud suka merajuk, tapi hanya ingin bermanja dan mendapatkan perhatian.
2. Cerewet : Bukan bermaksud FUSSY tak tentu hala, kadang ingin LELAKI mengikut kata-katanya sekali sekala.
3. Halus : Ibarat sehelai sutera, cantik, mulus, lembut dan mudah tercarik dan koyak. Walaupun seorang wanita memaafkan seseorang yang lain atas sebab sesalahan, biasanya WANITA akan ingat kesalahan tersebut untuk disimpan jadi pengajaran. Bukan DENDAM.
4. Ikhlas : Ikhlas seorang wanita tak perlu diragui.
5. Korban : WANITA sanggup berkorban apa saja untuk seseorang yang amat disayangi, termasuk ibu bapa, anak-anak dan suami. WANITA amat tabah.
6. Prihatin : Sentiasa memerhatikan keadaan sekeliling dalam diam.
7. Manja : Walaupun dia adalah seorang WANITA yang pandai berdikari, naluri seorang WANITA masih lagi tetap seorang WANITA. Suka bermanja bukan hanya kepada insan yang bernama LELAKI , namun juga sesama kaum.
8. Ego : WANITA yang terlalu sayangkan kekasihnya sanggup menolak ketepi EGOnya apabila bersemuka dengan yang dicintai.
9. Cinta : CINTA pertama bagi wanita adalah yang paling dalam dan tulus.
10. Seks : SEKs bukanlah segala-galanya buat WANITA kerana WANITA diciptakan dengan 9 nafsu dan satu akal. NAFSU yang banyak dan tidak tertumpu kepada satu saja. LELAKI pula dijadikan dengan 9 akal dan satu nafsu. Fungsi lelaki adalah membimbing WANITA dan bukanmenghanyutkann ya.

“Peranan LELAKI dalam kehidupan WANITA adalah sebagai pelindung dan bukan sebagai pemusnah. WANITA diciptakan oleh ALLAH swt dari tulang rusuk kiri dan untuk dipeluk dan dimanja, bukan untuk dikasari. Maka lelaki haruslah memahami HATI dan PERASAAN WANITA”

Perempuan juga perlu tahu yang lelaki:

1. Lelaki juga boleh menjadi seseorang yang begitu sensitif dan mengambil berat (prihatin).
2. Jika seseorang lelaki meminati wanita, wanita itu tak semestinya cantik. Cukup dengan budi bahasa dan kesopanan yang tinggi. Malah lelaki boleh menyukai wanita yang mempunyai banyak persamaan dengannya samada dari segi pemikiran atau minat. Oleh itu, banyak yang boleh dibualkan atau dikongsi bersama.
3. Kebanyakan masa, lelaki sebenarnya tidak mengetahui perasaan sebenar yang dirasakan oleh seorang wanita.
4. Lelaki boleh menerima penolakan dengan baik.
5. Lelaki cuba menonjolkan sikap kelakiannya untuk menambat hati wanita…
6. Lelaki memang dilahirkan dgn perasaan yg kuat terhadap wanita..sebab itu mereka suka melihat wanita, menjeling wanita dan menonton Baywatch! Atau mencuci mata di tepi pantai atau swimming pool.
7. Kebanyakan lelaki resah bila berhadapan dengan situasi ingin mengajak wanita keluar kali pertama!
8. Lelaki cuba meniru gaya selebriti atau berlagak macho hanya kerana ingin memikat hati wanita.
9. Bila lelaki cakap..”Emm. tengoklah dulu”..itu seringkali bermaksud dia berkata tidak atau kurang setuju.
10. Bila lelaki cakap direct to the point dalam sesuatu hal, dia sebenarnya ingin bersikap jujur dan berterus-terang dan mengharapkan wanita memahami maksudnya.
11. Kebanyakan lelaki yang nampak ‘desperate’, datang dari sekolah all boys!
12. Adalah biasa lelaki cemburu terutamanya apabila perempuan asyik menyebut nama lelaki lain.
13. Lelaki tak boleh belajar kesemuanya pasal perempuan dari library atau buku semata2. Oleh itu mereka selalu keliru dengan sikap perempuan..dan tak faham kenapa perempuan bersikap begitu begini…
14. Kadang2 lelaki perlu mengetahui lebih mendalam tentang bagaimana berhadapan dengan perempuan supaya hubungan dapat berjalan dengan lebih baik.
15. Betapa hebatnya lelaki itu bersikap romeo dan ‘flirting’ dengan ramai wanita..dia tetap hanya ada seorang teman wanita yang istimewa…yang lain hanya kawan..:)
16. Bila lelaki tertengok dada wanita dan wanita itu menyedari…maafkan saja. Kebanyakan lelaki tak sengaja….Mereka merasakan kejadian wanita itu begitu indah!
17. Bila sesuatu hubungan putus di tengah jalan, lelaki juga rasa bersedih..cuma dia tak menunjukkannya kesedihannya di depan orang.
18. Bila seorang perempuan meminati seorang lelaki, perempuan itu patut bagi hint! Mana tau lelaki itu juga menaruh minat. Senang usahanya nanti…
19. Adalah memalukan bagi lelaki jika tak berupaya menolong wanita.
20. Kebanyakan lelaki cukup lemah dgn air mata perempuan. Mereka lebih tewas sekiranya air mata itu mengalir dari perempuan yg dikasihi. Sebab itu dikatakan air mata senjata perempuan.

Lelaki bukanlah sempurna 100%, walau bagaimanapun rupanya atau pandangan luarannya. Jadi, perempuan janganlah mengharapkan semua yang hebat dari lelaki! Mereka juga normal dan mempunyai kelemahan!

Siti Nurhaliza - Biarlah Rahsia

2010-10-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

.Raya yang Syahdu.

2010-09-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

Slamat hari raya guys! :)
Maafkan saya kalau ada salah silap, terkasar bahasa, buat korg menyampah ke, buat korg tension ke. yelahh, sy ada tercakap kuat ke, saya ganggu korg tidow ke, tak angkat kol ke, tak reply msg ke, tak cakap sgt ke, tak senyum ngan korg ke, korg buat lawak tapi sy tak gelak ke, sy gelak sorg sorg ke, sy lupe off alarm ke, sy amik gula gula korg ke, sy men game kan phone korg ke, sy terpijak tilam korg ke, sy buruk buruk kan korg ke?
Ape ape ponn, sy sgtsgt tak sengaja, sy tak ade niat nak buat korg korg marah. sy mintak maaf dr hujung rmbut sampai hujung kaki.
Ampun kan sy oke? :)

This is Airenchara, dia roomate sy time kat TPM. Dari mula kami masuk, until sy habis kat TPM.
Mula mula jumpe dia kat bilik, dia cam jenis diam je.
Sy ckp sepatah, dia jawab sepatah.
Bila orientation, ktorg dua je. dah cam tak kenal org len.
At that time lah, sy jumpe nora. haha.
bila ingat blk, kelakar plak.
bila dah rapat br lah kuar belang masing masing.
dengan airen yg cm org paling blur giler plus anyyoying! :]
haha.
Airen, ingat lagi tak kte kemas kemas umah. dengan kak elle tolong masak,
dengan nadiatul stay dengan kte.
Happy je an time tuh?
lagi satu, ingat lagi time kte 'giler' dgn netball.
haha.
bilik cam tongkang pecah.
pergh!
first time kan bilik kte mcm tuh?
hurm, best experience kte..kte g penang sama sama.
even cam susah sket, ade je prob. tapi kte still ON kan?
aku still ingat kottt, ko nak terjatuh kat tangga Ipoh Parade. haha.
malu annn..
kite gi shopping sama sama.
:]
sempat lagi, kte gi teman ejat kat MCD.
ahha,
bnyk sgt kenangan kte nih.
aku nk taip pun tak larat.
pape ponn, aku nk ko jaga diri baik baik.
if ko rase tertekan, kuat kan semangat.
tgk lah frame kte tuhh, :)
peluk lah teddy bear ktorg tuh.
solat jgn lupe oke?
insyaAllah,,ktorg sentiasa doakan ko kat sana.
balik sni, kte jumpe oke?
cari lah kawan yg elok elok k.
we all loves you, california girl.
Rindu kau lah gila.
:[

dah,off to do some assgnment.
salam.

makan.makan.makan

2010-08-08T16:04:00.001+08:00

Memang tak berenti dari semalam. Ikut plan,maw pegi gerik. Tapi tak jadi plak. Rindu lah! Sorry kawan2. Next aku p sana k. Rindu korg giler! Abah bwk p mkn. Hadoi. Gemuk dan b'tambah gemuk. Serious! Smlm p mkn mee udang kat Sg Dua. Terbaik wok! Dsebabkan, aku tak suka mee. So, aku order bihun udang. Pelik je bnyi. Hehe. Memang rugi ah sape tak makan seafood. Tengahari ni mkn nasi lauk. Giler bnyk lauk dia. Rasa sume okay! Tak taw,kat mane. Tapi nama kdai tuh Mak su. Dkat dgn sek Methodist parit buntar. Dah mcm Jalan2 Cari Makan plak aku ni. Dah, maw rehat.penat makan. Petang2 satg br blk KL. Salam!

monday.monday.monday

2010-08-02T14:19:00.002+08:00

Boring tahan cipan. :) lapar pon ada, tapi before gi kelas baru makan.
Semalam seharian berjalan bersama adik tersayang. Nak tercabut kaki ni hahh. Nak tengok wayang! Last tengok Eclipse! :)

Boring laaaaaaaaaa..
zzzzzzzzzz.

.i love kids.

2010-07-27T02:01:00.002+08:00

whatever happen when i look at kids, it can make me smile and feels calm. :) take a look at my first photo.

he's bigger now than i thought. :)
this is my beloved kid. muhammad akhil :) damn cute ryte? mat khia'. :))

second photo, i loved her so much.

geram annnn? hahaha. :) she's my nenek len punye cucu. paham ke? haha. tak pelah.

this is my beloved twins, which is the pink colour one. then, her brother Mohammad Daniel.

nak twins! nak twins! :))

she's hot! :) i just call her anis. name dia panjang sgt. lupe dah. hee. :))

ahha, ni time raya 2009. kat Melaka. but, i dun ever rmmber what her name. :) kire ni org jauh lah. tak brape kenal.

bdk comel.muka penuh. :) my anak sepupu.

dah ke brape photo dah neyy.malas nk kire. its all my cousin.

no such thing as raya without them. :)

this is my cousin. :) she's nadin. tak sampai setahun lagi.

senyum mcm ada makna plak. :))

antara budak yang dapat aku rembat.

feels like wanna touch my own baby. yeah. soon! cam tak sabar an. oih! dh pukul 4? damn! esok kelas pukul 9 doe! dah dah! esok maw puasa. :) salam guys.

.world cup fever.

2010-07-12T02:56:00.001+08:00

Ahha.br lepas mkan..kat sakura crystal. Dgn nora, anim, ain and nas. Yeah.bising gler. Spain vs holland. Majority, they were supporting sepanyol. Bt for me, both are the best. We will see then. Menguap dah brape kali. Ngantok gler. :-)

.chocolate story.

2010-06-10T00:51:00.005+08:00

ohoi.miss my blog damn much!
quite busy for awhile.
so, here i am.
now, i just staying at home.
semester break.
yeah.hang out with my girlfriend, of course!
at the end of the day, likes nuthing to do.
oh.yeah! im a fat house cat.
makan.makan.makan
then become, gemok.gemok.gemok.
ahha, love it!

tgh dok bersenang lenang, dpt tawu result dah kuar.
damn!
i hate this feeling.
for sure, i dont want to see it.
haha.
pfft!
damn! chocolate, please!

:)

.ini kerja gila.

2010-04-30T13:27:00.002+08:00

hahaha.aku buat kerja gila arini.
harap tiada kontroversi pape.
ini cuma kerja gila.
hahaha.
kan yas? aku nk cokelat pomona satu!
:)

.again and again.

2010-03-08T10:58:00.002+08:00

thanks a lot.
its happen again and again and again.
maybe it will never change until the end.
its pain to know the truth but its more hurt when we know the lies.
isnt im stupid enough?
or im not good enough?
thanks a lot.

hair.hair.hair

2010-02-28T01:26:00.005+08:00

haaa..aku ingat, rmbut aku yg buruk nih xde sape wt.rupe nyer si bella swan neyh pon wt gakk.
hahaha.rmbut dye yg kaler hitam tuh.
lebey kurg laaa..
;)
rase cm nk potong pendek n kaler len..ley x?
NGEEEEEE.
taww...ade yg xbg potong. biar pnjg..
tp ade gak yg bg potong.
okay jee..haha.

apa mcm? yg ni okay x?
pendek sgt eh?
bukan kaler taw!
haha.amaran keras.
xpelahh..biar pnjg sket.
br potong.
:))
slamat mlm!

wa suka sama nihon!

2010-02-23T02:08:00.002+08:00

hehh..br pas wt assgnment jepun. duiiii..nk baca satu ayat. punye lah lembab. waaa...sa..n..waa...hahh.sepatah-sepatah.. nasib bek minat.ngee. :)) before wt assgnment, p 7E. beli roti lah, muffin lah, kek cokelat lah. air yakult..haha. sedap je bedal mlm2 ni kan. arini bnyk teringat kt dak2 tpm. gler rindu doe. ntah korg rindu aku ke x. :) xpelahh..pape pon aku ttp rindu sume kenangan aku kt tpm. hee. manis or pahit ttp buat aku tersenyum skang. it will never been replaced. dah2.esok da la kena bgn awal. sayonara! oyasuminasai! ;)

new campus with a new friends.

2010-01-24T16:21:00.004+08:00

i love to eat all such this things.
ahha,makan bukan-bukan.
time kecik2 xbg mkn ann..now, xde sape bley halang.
haha.

yeah.nowa.nowa.nowa.
haha.
3 tahun lg kte bersama.
really hope everything will gonna be okay.
ahha, struggle!
yes, i will!

after the talk about, 'The Road Map of Nanotechnology Initiatives in Malaysia' by Professor DR Halimaton Hamdan.
yeah! awesome.even i really really sleepy at that time.
haha.
okay.that 'amoi' beside me, from s'wak.
cute yeah?
sorry, she's have one already guys.haha.
okay.nahh.bye!

.LAST CHOICE IS THE BEST CHOICE.

2010-01-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

ahha.finally!
UNISEL SHAH ALAM.
im here!
haha.really hope everything will be fine.
norra, i really needs u.
msok dah lah lmbt.
mmg cm kosong gler otak ney.
sume xsettle lg.
then, tros msok hostel.
dgn cadar xde,dgn selimut.
haha.
bj brape helai je.
dgn single bed share dgn nowa.
hahaha.
;))
love u norra!
i really really do!
im taking deg medical laboratory.
ehem.susah!
okay.
i will give the best shoot!
dah.maw naik hostel.
:)
salam.

.the road to success is always under construction.

2010-01-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

if i feel depressed i will eat chocolate.
if i feel sad i will sing.
if i feel ill i will double my labour.
if i feel fear i will plunge ahead.
if i feel inferior i will wear my new garments.
if i feel uncertain i will raise my voice.
if i feel poverty i will think of wealth to come.
if i feel incompetent i will think of my past success.
if i feel unsignificant i will remember my goals.
today i will be the master of my emotions.

I will act now.
I will act now.
I will act now.
Henceforth, I will repeat these words each hour, each day, everyday, until the words become as much a habit as my breathing, and the action which follows becomes as instinctive as the blinking of my eyelids.
With these words I can condition my mind to perform every action necessary for my success. I will act now. I will repeat these words again and again and again.
I will walk where failures fear to walk. I will work when failures seek rest. I will act now for now is all I have.
Tomorrow is the day reserved for the labor of the lazy.
I am not lazy.
Tomorrow is the day when the failure will succeed.
I am not a failure. I will act now.
Success will not wait.
If I delay, success will become wed to another and lost to me forever.
This is the time.
This is the place.
I am the person.

.hello world.

2010-01-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

salam. yahhh. lame gler kot xpost kan. hee.
okay..there's a lot of things had been through in 2009.
really can't forgotten.
benda lepas, biar lah lepas.
what should i think, is what's in front of me.
what should i do.
so, i try to think positive.
what the best that i should do.
and i really need a support from my family and friends.
i hope what decision i made, its the best for me.
insyaAllah.
for this new year, i wish that i will do my best in anything i do.
ahah.ckp pasal tahun baru rase cm makin tua plak.
hehe.
guys,
dream as u live forever, live as if you'll die tomorrow.

.grateful.

2009-12-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

for all that im going through, i just feel grateful.
just because that im having the 1/4 life crisis.
i have all these dreams and plans but i can't achieve them.
yes, im frustrated and i can't seem to move forward.
will all these worries really go away in time?
i just like an alien.
hanging in this wild world.
sometimes, i feel like wanna go as far as i can.
but i know, its doesnt change anything at all.
Alhamdulillah.
i nvr do something out of my mind.
guys, i dont know what to do if i doesnt have you.
thanks a lot.
sorry if im being really annoying.
enough for now, i try to settle by myself.
damn love guys.

.this song reminds me of them.

2009-11-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

JAY SEAN FEAT LIL' WAYNE
DOWN

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

(Verse 1)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(Verse 2)

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

(Bridge)

So leave it behind ‘cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,

(So why don’t we run away)

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

LiL Wayne

(Verse 3)

Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, ‘cause to me she too raw degree,
She crawl all over things,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
I can’t help be her souljah pleaser,
I’m fighting for this girl,
I’m in battlefield love,
Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,
Don’t you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, now probably, and honestly get down like that, be proud of me,
Yeahhhhhh

(Chorus)

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down.

thanks a lot to all my dear.
U inspired me.
only for U i tried so hard to be happy.
huwah! bnyk sgt prob.
pening.sakit
InsyaAllah, ade hikmah nye.
Alhamdulillah.
hope everything will gonna be fine soon.
;))

.Alhamdulillah.

2009-11-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, begitu besar dugaan yg aku tempuhi.
sesngguh nya, aku bersyukur kepada Mu.
Alhamdulillah..
ketika aku di dalam kesusahan, mereka tetap berada di samping ku.
terima kasih, syg.
semoga, apabila mereka di dalam kesusahan.
aku juga akan tetap berada di sisi dia.
Ya Allah, Kau beri kan lah kekuatan supaya aku dpt menjalani semua nya dgn tabah.
Kau lurus kan lah jalan di hadapan ku.
kerana hanya Kau sahaja yg aku sembah.
hanya Kau sahaja yang aku damba.
Kau yg maha berkuasa lagi maha mengetahui segala nya.
Ya Allah!
amin.

.im falling down.

2009-11-02T15:16:00.007+08:00

yesterday, became my worst day ever.
im trying to be calm as well.
but i can't, crying harder.
i'm really down.
wish someone beside me.
hug me and tell me that, everything gonna be okay.
my heart was going to pieces.
my head was beating rapidly like sumthing alive on it.
until i fall down, and faint.
yes, mayb i was thinking so much.
but, what can i do.
damn stress!

thanks to them.
i love them.
they all i need.
yes, is only YOU

.the shadow will hide it.

2009-11-01T16:10:00.004+08:00

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away

You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free

You should've just told m e the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry

Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

I Want You So
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be?
I thought that you Really Loved Me

Into the Night
I will pray that you're alright
YOu hurt me so
I just can't let you go

You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away?

Never thought Born being A girl
I can love you and be burned
Now I will build a wall
To never get torn again

Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl

Well See You Soon..

this is a song. really touch full.
i almost cry for this song.
its just because i am a girl.
.love.

.everything.

2009-10-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

hari ni, dok umah..mcm biase, housegirl!
but xbrape sedap badan jek.
xbley berdiri lama.huish!
rase cm nk pitam pon ade..

actually, i want to tell sumthing that about my future.
okay..im supposed to fly on dis dec, but becoz of sumthing that really i can't ward off.
so, i want to fly next intake next year.
after conversation with my family, i decided not going to fly.
i am glad that mama was accept it, cuz she the one who want me fly at all.
Alhamdulillah.
so now, im looking somewhere to futher my studies.
thats make my mind burst out!
Ya Allah, please show me the way.
to my besties, nowa..thanks a lot. cuz support me all the time.
love u!
to him, dear..i sayang u.
yes, im serious!
seems pretty ridiculous to me.
hee.

.mampuku lawan.

2009-10-25T17:22:00.005+08:00

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti
Air mata tertahan
Waktu untuk dijatuhkan

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Nanti kita kan tahu
Betapa bijaknya hidup
Sepahit apapun ini
Pelajaran yang berarti

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan merubah apapun
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Semoga kepergianmu
Tak akan
Semoga mampu kulawan
Kesepianku

Apapun yang terjadi
Berjalanlah tanpa henti

i was try so hard..fight for this.and only this.the loneliness.
please, where r my happiness?
i just walk and never stop.

.intai jap.

2009-10-20T01:33:00.002+08:00

hahh.arini tdow lmbt sbb ptg td dah tdow,,haha.
tok su nk p mekah.so, buat laa kendri td.p tolong ape yg ptot.
penat ouh! ramai gler dtg.
tuh tdow ptg td.hee.
tmrw need to check my driving licence.hahh.
weyh, korg rindu ahh! hee.
sempat lg.hee.
okay..daaa!

.pecah kepala.

2009-10-16T20:33:00.004+08:00

haih..dah seminggu asyik pening pale.asal eh?

hadoiii..rase cm nk penggal je kepala ney..

yeah.dok umah..just do some homework.

kemas.cuci baju.jemur baju.masak.bg mkn utk si 'kembang' a.k.a my cat.

lepas buat sume keja.dah start boring.hahh.

thats my routine life.

hadoii..makin pening plak.

next week start my diving licence.haha. lawak!

xmaw amik driving licence kt Beroga tuh!

ahh..better only me know y.hehe.

yeah.so, i got sumthing to do lahh.

haha..work.job.plss...come to me beybeh!

so, i wont get headache as usual!haha.

.eight.

2009-10-13T14:35:00.003+08:00

ape yg ada pd 8??
dua bulatan yg bercantum menjadi satu.
kadang2 satu besar satu kecik.
kadang2 sama saiz.
hurmm..
bukan kte xbley mcm tuh.
mungkin ade sesuatu yg awk xtawu.
yg mmbuat kn sy xbley nak terima awk.
pergi lah crk pmpuan yg btol2 bley buat awk bhagia.
anggap lah yg sy pernah singgah di hidup awk.
biar lah no. 8 tuh jd no yg bahagia sampai akhir zaman.
go.enjoy ur life..
i know, thats all u want ryte?
no 8 itu ttp akan menjadi no yg aku syg dr dulu sampai bler2.

come.sing along!

2009-10-12T12:53:00.000+08:00

Amelle:
It was so easy that night
Should've been strong
Yeah I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant?
There was nothing to compare to

Keisha:
I know everything changes
All the cities and faces
But I know how I feel about you
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know who I feel about you

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Amelle:
All that it takes one more chance
Don't let out last kiss be our last
Gimme tonight and I'll show you

Keisha:
I know everything changes
I don't care where it takes us
Cause I know how I feel about you now

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

Heidi:
Not a day passed me by
Not a day passed me by
When I don't think about you
And there's no moving on
Cause I know your the one
And I can't be without you

All:
Can we bring, yesterday, back around?
Cause I know, how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong I let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

All:
But I know how I feel about you now
Yet I know how I feel....

Keisha:
...About you now

.lalalala. ;))

2009-10-08T17:11:00.001+08:00

And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.

Where did you go?
'Cause you're not gone
Everyone knows that something's wrong
The wires were cut and I'm alone

I know we're getting closer
I know you're coming back for me this time
This time.

Your voice comes in and now it's fading,
I can't believe this is so frustrating.
'Cause you never seem to understand
And you always slip straight through your hands
And how does it feel to be alone?

I know we're getting closer
I know you're coming back for me this time
This time.

If you ever find what you were looking for
I will be waiting there, I will be there

me.me.me

2009-10-06T13:49:00.002+08:00

1. What time did you get up this morning?
8.30 a.m.ngantok gler kot.tdo lewat smlm.hee.

2. How do you like your steak?
not too much.lemak2.. ;)

3. What was the last film you watched at the cinema?
ermm..what hahh..wait.wait.hahh! final destination 5.oh.yeah!

4. What is your current favorite TV show?
ermmm..supernatural kot.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
paris.paris.chantek woo. ;)

6. What did you have for breakfast?
roti canai.hahh.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
mushroom soup. ;))

8. What foods do you dislike?
ikan! ikan! ikan!

9. Favourite Place to Eat?
rumah.haha!

10. Favourite dressing?
simple.hee.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
nahhh.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
t-shirt.jeans.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
japan! ;))

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 full.

15. Where would you want to retire?
a lots of people loved me.

16. Favourite time of day ?
nite.tdow.haha.

17. Where were you born?
hosp. besar kuala lumpur.

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
netball.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
anyone.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
haha.anyone.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
they all lahh. ;))

22. Bird watcher?
nope.hee.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
susah ah nk jwb.haha!

24. Do you have any pets?
cat.kembang!

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
miss someone.haha!

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
doctor kottt.haha!

27. What is your best childhood memory?
haha.nakal gler kot.suke jalan sorg2.sampai hilang.haha.

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
cat women! ngiaww.

29. Are you married?
haha.bf pon xde.berangan nk kawin.mende ahh.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
ahhh.rimas!

31. Been in a car accident?
yeah.uish.xmaw ingat dah.

32. Any pet peeves?
peeeves?dictionary pls.

33. Favourite Pizza Toppings?
hawaiian chicken!

35. Favourite ice cream?
chocolate!;))

36. Favourite fast food restaurant?
mcd je pilihan yg ade.haa.

37. How many times did you fail your driver's test?
haha.xfail pon lg.

38. From whom did you get your last email?
facebook.

39. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
crdt card? gler.haha.

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?
yeah! haha.

41. Like your job?
job? what?doing homework?

42. Broccoli?
nice ahh.

43. What was your favorite vacation?
langkawi! gler.chocolate city! ;))

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
family.of couz!

45. What are you listening to right now?
bitterheart by zee avi.

46. What is your favourite colour?
black.white.grey.turquiose.

47. How many tattoos do you have?
haha.tattoos? gler.

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
anyone.

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
2.46 pm. ;))

50. Coffee Drinker?
nope! xsuke!

.thinking of him.

2009-10-06T02:33:00.003+08:00

wahh.feels really miss him.
but, naahh..just go on with the flow.
mayb he's accpet me as a friend already.
yeah, hope so..
sumtimes i really loved being this way.
single..lonely..family..friends.
yeah..i must try to appreciate what i had.
facing all this, is not a easy.
so, i need to motivate myself to be strong.
wtever it is, i miss all the memories!
yeah.really sleepy.
nyte guys.
zzz

.life is short.

2009-10-04T17:09:00.002+08:00

03.10.09
sempat jugak aku tgk dye ptg tuh.
dye mak cik aku yg sakit dr umur 4 tahun.
time dye 4 tahun, dye kena demam panas.teros dye xmcm bdk2 len.
now, keadaan dye agak teruk.kurus sgt.
terlintas nk ckp, ya Allah.selamat kan lah dye.
mlm tuh time tgh beraya kt umah member mama.
dpt kol dr mak cik.
mama ckp dye dah xde.
ya Allah, akhir nya.dr dye merasa kesakitan di dunia.kau lebih syg kan dye.
innaallillah.
semoga dye dicucuri rahmat bersama org org yg beriman.
baca kan al-fatihah kpd dye.
amin.

selamat hari raya !

2009-09-29T00:50:00.002+08:00

haa..ckp pasal raye.mesti ingat kg.duet raye.makan !
hwah!
raye taun nie best.
stakat ni.bnyk gak dpt duet raye.haha!
kuat mkn gler kott.
ahh.peduli ape.biar gemuk.
haa.xmaw jage badan.
hee.
taun ni bnyk sgt dugaan.
blk kg teringat gak 'kenangan2' uhh.
td pegi nilai.beraya umah pak cik.
ternmpk pulak ktm nilai.teringat lah kenangan dulo dulo.hee.
skang alhmdulillah.aku dah bley terima sume ney.
dah ta heran daa.
kwn2, thanks a lot!
korg bnyk mmbantu. hee!
love u guys!
esok nowa dtg umah! yeah!
gler rindu!
xsabar lak nk jumpe dye.hee!
okay lah.time to sleep.
need some rest.
bnyk buat keja td.
nk p karaoke ngan mama xjd.sbb mak cik nk dtg umah.hee.
next time lahh.
rase nk melalak plak.heee.
dah2.bye!
;))

.it's time to let it go.

2009-09-17T12:26:00.003+08:00

semua nyer bertalu2..

dr satu ke satu lg dugaan.

dgn final.dgn hati.dgn member.

ya Allah, kau kuat kan hati ku ini.

aku cube melangkah satu per satu.

husai, mungkin dgn alasan yg u beri kan u berharap i akan cube terima u semula.

im so sorry.its enough for me.

cukup lah dgn sbelum2 ni.

kenapa semua lelaki harus tipu.

sedang kan i cuba utk setia.jujur dan ikhlas.

pernah u fikir ape prasaan i ketika u langsung xamik berat pasal i.

sedangkan i sntiasa fikir u setap saat.

u cube letak kan diri u di tmpat i.

adakah kte ni same?

as a girl, girl always want some attention.

tp skali pon aku xpenah nk cuba layan lelaki len.

pernah ko tanye kenape aku ragu2 dgn ko?

ko sndiri yg buat mcm tuh.

tergamam gler bler ko terangkat kol mlm tuh.

dgn bunyi bising.

dan2 senyap blk kn?

pls lah husai..ape lg alasan ko?

sakit nyer hati dgn ko layan pmpuan len mcm tuh.

oh.damn!

kwn aku yg berckp dgn ko sndiri pon nangis bler cerita dekat aku.

sbb dye tawu mcm mane syg nyer aku kt ko.

ingat, aku ada ckp aku ada beli kan ko sumthing.

u noe what?

its a boxer.u noe y?

cuz i always rmmber u everywhere i go.

ko tawu x.betapa excited nyer aku time tuh.

but, now..aku yg pakai.n im wearing it now.

pernah ko pikir aku time ko lyn pmpuan len?

penah?

ade ko mintak maaf dgn aku?

cinta aku bukan utk dipermain kan.

skali hati aku dipermain kan.sampai bler2 aku akan ingat.

rantai yg ko bg neyh.aku jaga.betapa syg nyer aku kt rantai neyh.

setiap mlm.before tdow.ko tawu ape yg aku buat.

aku dgr lagu aiman-cinta terakhir.yg pernah ko nyanyi kan utk aku.

sambil tgk gmbr2 ko.

but, now..mmg lagu tuh kena kn?

lagu kantoi from zee avi.

mmg mcm lagu hantu.

lagu tuh slalu aku nyanyi..sampai aku hafal.

mmg xpenah lekang dr mulut aku lagu tuh.

last2..mmg mcm nih yg jd.

aku bley bersumpah.aku xpenah nk layan lelaki len.

bg aku kesetiaan.kejujuran penting sgt.

once its gone, its really2 hard to get it back.

aku bley bersumpah, aku xde rahsia langsung dgn ko.

setiap pergerakan aku, kwn2 aku..aku bgtawu.

dah lah.aku harap ko bley terima ape yg dah jd.

aku mintak maaf dgn ape yg dah terjadi.

u had stole my future, n u grabbed my dreams.

the only thing that i can say, pls husai..dun do this again to ur next girl.

its really2 damn hurt.

aku mintak maaf sbb delete ko kt ms, fs, fb, ym.

ntah.rase sakit sgt.

mayb bler dah okay.aku akan add blk.

pasal rantai tuh, mayb aku nk bg kt ko sndiri.

nk bg melalui tgn org len nih, mcm xbrape sedap.

sbb benda tuh berharga sgt.

anggap jelah sume yg kte lalui sbg satu kenangan yg singgah dlm hidup nih.

kalu ade jodoh kte di masa hadapan.insyaAllah.xkemana.

dear my friends,

today is our last day at tpm.

td nowa dah blk..sedey sgt.

rase cm terlalu awal.

nowa, pg esok kte sume dah brada di tmpat yg len.

katil kt rumah.dgn tilam hostel len sgt.

tilam kt umah lg sdap kn.

nowa, sape nk cuit2 b**t*t aku lg.

sape nk ckp " GOOD MORNING!!!" kt aku kuat2..

nowa, kte dr first sem sampai skang.penah x kte terpikir persahabatan kte nih sampai rapat mcm nih?

sape lg aku nk mengadu gembira sedey aku lg nowa?

setiap kali aku gembira, aku akan cerita kt nowa.supaya aku nk dia rasa kegembiraan aku skali.

aku suka tgk dia senyum.

ku nk dia happy.

sbb aku syg dia.sgt2.

kte study same2.

mane yg aku xtawu.org yg pertama aku tanye kt ko lah, nowa.

setiap kali ari khamis, dye slalu ckp kt aku.

"bazz, aku alik srmban esok ari jumaat"

aku paham maksud dye, dye nk blk ngan aku.

tiap2 ari isnin.org yg kejut aku bangun pg.dye lah!

huuu..dah start nangis daa..

penah jugak lepas dye kol.aku tertdow blk.sorrryyy!

lame gak kot dye tunggu kt ktm.

dye baik dgn mama..mama pon dah anggap ko cm anak dye.

kalu ko xde ari isnin.mesti dye tanye.nowa xblk hostel ke?

dah mcm2 kte lalui..

ko lah org yg slalu buat aku tenang.

aku mintak maaf bnyk2 kalu aku ade buat ko terasa hati.

aku mintak maaf sgt2.

aku xsengaja nk luka kn hati ko.

noraa, aku mintak maaf xdpt nk bg ape2 sempena harijadi ko tahun nie.

xdpt nk buat surprise mcm tahun2 lepas.

anggap lah sweet memory kte tahun ni hadiah aku utk ko.

aku xready nk hadapi benda ni sbnr nyer.

dgn hati aku yg sakit nih.dgn last sem kte.

adoii.

tp xpe.setiap yg berjumpa mesti ade perpisahan.

nnti rajin2 lah twon kjg k.

dtg raye kt umah.

i love u norra.lola.nowa.noya. damn so much!

to airen, my roomate.

nnti ko dah blk sbah.

kalu kte same2 fly bemidji.alhamdulillah.

tp kalu x.ape bley buat.

aku tawu sejak beberapa bulan ni.kte agak renggang sket.

aku mintak maaf sgt2.

aku xde niat nk jauh kn diri ataw ape2.

aku ade sbb tersndiri.

knape aku slalu pegi bilik nowa.

time tuh aku tgh kusut dgn benn.

bukan aku xnk join dgn bdk2 jr.tp mungkin time tuh xsesuai.

pape pon aku still ingat semua kenangan yg penah kte buat same2.

start dr first sem.

time nad ade, k.elle, dora, nowa.

time kte buat video clip same2.

enjoy je mase tuh.

kte gi shopping same2.

blk je tros try..

time kte penah overnite dgn ejat.

time aku bwk ko gi blk kg dgn benn.

time kte busy dgn netball.

bilik cm sarang tikus time tuh.xpikir stdy langsung.

semangat netball.

time aku sedey.sakit.gembira.

ko sntiasa sokong aku.

bler ko blk sbah.ade je yg ko bwk blk.

utk parents aku,utk mkn mlm2 sambil tgk movie.

aku mntak maaf kalu ko ade sakit hati dgn aku.

aku mintak maaf sgt2.

aku syg ko sgt2.

i love u airen!

to qayum, my besties.

weyh, kalu dpt kte fly bemidji same2.jumpe lg lah kte.

kalu x.jgn lupe dtg umah aku time raye.

rindu nk gi oldtown same2.

rindu nk lepak mcd same2.

rindu nk lepak library same2.

rindu nk men netball same2.

time yg aku mmg xbley lupe.time kte sambut b'day aku.

kte gi tgk wayang, twilight.

aku bwk ko,zul,airen dtg umah aku.

seriously aku rindu sgt time2 tuh.

aku mintak maaf if aku ade salah ckp ke ape.

aku xde niat nk sakit kn hati ko.

syg ko sgt!

to farvin, my besties.

hey, skang nih kte dah xmcm dulu kn?

mase berubah, so environment pon berubah.

dulu kte satu kelas.

sejak kebelakangan nih kte dah xsatu kelas.

first yg buat kte bertegur.time dkat zoo.

if u still rmmber, ko belikan aku gula2 kapas.

terkejut kot time tuh.

time tuh ko kurus.hehe.

pastu time dlm kelas eng.suke sakat aku kn.

same je dgn kent.

penah skali buat ko marah gler.

time tuh ko sensitive dgn spect ko.

aku pegi conteng dgn pen highlight.

pastu dgn rase serba salah gler.aku msg ko mintak maaf.

xtawu lah ko ingat ke x.

yg xbley lupe b'day present aku.

thanks farvin.gler comel.

ade lg teddy tu kt umah.

rindu time lepak sesame.

ko slalu beli kn cokelat.

ko xpenah nk berkira dgn aku.

u r such a good friend.

nnti dtg lah raye kt umah.

kalu ade rezeki kte jumpe lg kn.subang je kott.hehe.

syg ko sgt!

to anim and jo, my besties.

kte br kenal sekejap.

tp dah mcm2 yg kte buat same2.

mayb aku xpayah dah nk ckp ape kenangan kte.sbb aku penah tulis sblum nih.n korg pon dah bace.

now, aku just nk mintak maaf sgt2.if aku ade buat korg marah.

aku xsengaja.

aku syg korg sgt2.

korg rajin2 la turun kl nnti.bley jumpe.

hope kenangan kte akan kte ingat slalu.

maybe nnti bler terbace name raub, aku akan ingat kenangn kte same2.

jgn lupe aku keyh?

i love u'all damn so much!

to all my friends, im so sorry for everything.

dah mcm2 aku lalui kt tpm nih.

even tpm nih mcm mane skali pon.kwn2 aku ttp aku syg.

kdg2 time nk kuar dah nih, rase cm nk bom tpm.

biarlah, kalu xde tpm.aku xkn kenal korg.

n maybe aku xbuat blog nih.hehe.

mulai esok, hidup aku dah berubah.

tiada kwn2 depan mate.

mungkin aku dah xhirau kan phone aku.

sbb dah xde komitmen dgn sape2.

aku akan cube terima semua nih slow2.

btw, slamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin guys!

im gonna miss u guys!

~love~

16.09.09

2009-09-15T20:47:00.003+08:00

life is about trusting our feeling and taking chances, losing and finding happiness and appreciating the memories and learning from the past.

things change,and friends leave but life's doesn't stop for anybody.

sometimes you have to forget how you feel ; and remember what you deserved.

find a heart that will love you at your worst and arms that will hold you at at your weakness.

i believe that everything happens for a reason. people change so that you can learn to let go. things that go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. you believe lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

the only people you need in your life are the ones that prove they need you in their.

its not up to me anymore, if you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.

.my sunshine.

2009-09-15T03:33:00.002+08:00

I have closed the door to my heart
That once opened only for you
Now you have gone from my life
I have to let you go, though it's so hard for me

Millions colours of rainbow once filled my heart
Now they have dissappeared, leaving me
There is no more pure light
All the beautiful melodies have vanished
I am silenced in loneliness

Please my sunshine, listen to me. Listen to my cry.
I am in grief because the arrow of love has struck my heart
Please tell me my sunshine, tell me the poem of my life
about me who cannot conquer/defeat the time.

♥ him.them♥

2009-09-10T12:15:00.008+08:00

by 9/9/09

starts from my 'besties', 9/9/09 could be the day that we will remember most.
nora, anim and jo. guys, u'all are damn super duper cool!
even, we just have a few days left we still can make our own history.
guys, dun u ever ever forget me ya! cuz i love u all damn so much!
dont u ever forget our trip to RAUB! jo, anim our trip to IPOH! the taman botani part.haha!
nora, our overnite together at UM with iza. jo, our trip to MALACCA n PD at the same time!
oh, damn crazy!
one more thing, we all SLEEP together, EAT together, played at the RAUB RIVER, RAIN and take a BATH together.
but now, it's all gonna be our sweet memories.
maybe all this will be our last memory together.
guys, i love ur crazy ways!
oh, i dont know what happen next.
who's will gonna grab my t**s!
haha.
who's gonna check my speaking words.
into, derus, kekekelewatan, snake plate, melekit.haha.
who's gonna yell at me ?
who's gonna called me 'lala' ?
who's gonna be my listener?
who's i want to lay into her shoulder when im feel sad?
who's gonna be my supporter when im wants somebody?
who? who? who?
its only you, my besties!
hope our friendship would never end.

nora.she's my everything!

anim.she's my crazy partner!

jo.she's my lesbo partner!

love them so much!

talk about love.reminds me bout him.
hehe.on that day, we 'bukak pose sesame' haa!
for the first of our relation, we bukak pose together.haha!
tapiiiii....one thing, ehem! nvrmind.mayb its too personal.haha!
okay, we continue to the next part.haha.
just wanna say that im in love with him.
my honeybee, im scared if i lost u. cuz u the only one in my heart.

*men ngan dak kecik.haha! comel..haaa*
muahx!

.kembang perawan.

2009-09-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Ketika surya menampakkan cahayanya
Ku gapai hari terangku
Menanti sebuah cerita
Yang pasti akan terjadi di diriku

Kini ku mulai mengerti artinya cinta
Walau senda tawa
Namun hatiku mulai merasa
Bila dekat lelaki aku pun malu…

Akulah kembang perawan
Ingin mulai merasa
Perasaan yang pasti
Milik semua insan

Aku mulai jatuh cinta
Papa biarlah aku
Menikmati semua anugerah
Di hidupku…

love it! love it! love it! ;)

03.09.09

2009-09-04T04:37:00.002+08:00

haha..arini jumpe dye,waaa!
lame xjumpe kott..
lepas rindu lah td.hwah!
honeyy..love u lahh! ;)

keep my souvenir lah k..sorry, just thats it i can buy for u from raub.
when i saw a shape of love.its reminds me of u..
love never ends.
muahhhx!
;)

: tips for them :

2009-09-04T04:32:00.003+08:00

semua gurl mahukn kekasih yang benar2 memahami diri mereka..
Ada beberapa tips kepada guys supaya senang jaga hati mereka dan buat mereka terus melekat dengan kita..

Kene membuatkan mereka berasa selamat bersama kita.

Tujuan= supaya mereka tidak risau apa2 bila bersama kita.rasa tenang beb.

Dapatkn kepercayaan dgn cuba berubah kepada apa yang mereka inginkan.

Tujuan= gurl selalunya mudah terharu dengan lelaki yang snggup berkorban

Jangan mencintai gurl ini semata-mata luaran,tetapi nilailah mereka dengan sifat keperibadian mereka...

Tujuan=kadang2 kita sendiri suka melayan karenahnya sebab mereka meghiburkan hati dan membuatkan kita sayang padanya

Jangan ikutkan sgt perasaan kita bila ada masanya beliau marah tak tentu pasal,kamu kene lebih tenang n bersifat terbuka..

maknanya kamu kene turunkn ego kamu sket.lama2 die stop la membebel...hehe.

die pown penat gak.haa..xde la gado n berdendam sampai nak putus..hehehe.

haaa...i take this tips by my friend.thanks jat. ;)

.lets play the game.

2009-08-28T10:25:00.004+08:00

hate being like this.

the only thing i should take care of and i dont wanna lost it.

every second of time, i always thinking of this.

Ya Allah, i know all this is ur test for me in this honourable month.

im so sorry.

but i need a time to tell him everything why i being like this.

so, that we will get the equability for both of us.

i love him.

.18/08/09,

2009-08-19T05:33:00.004+08:00

nice date!
today, norra buy everything for me.food.
thanks my dear.
love u so much!
dye tgh ade rezeki.hee.
harap dimurah kan rezeki lg lah yer.
lame xupdate blog nih.hee.
so many things happened in my life in a few weeks.
such as, o7/08/09, i was hang out with him. its supposed to be the greatest day.
but, its okay.i try to understand him.
then, on that day i went to malacca with ain n joanna.
malacca is the best!
whoa! such a great day!
never been forget.
at least i have my own experience on that day.
On 15/08/09, i have an interview at nilai.
guess what, im trying to take a job of flight tender.haha.
or we call it as stewardess.hwah!
but, i didnt pass at cat walk stage.hah.
yeah.next time i will try my best.
then, from nilai.go back to kl.
i drove all over the KL.
damn tired.but its fun.
yeah, i know. no licence.hee.
what im suppose to do?
then, around 1 a.m, 16/08/09, i went to ipoh.with anim.joanna, dila, erin.
hwah! i just slept while anim drove to ipoh.so sorry anim..;)
ipoh? naa..nothing to do.
tahan polis ade laa..haih.
polis2..gatal sungguh!
hwah.tak suke.
siap mintak no tipon.euuuwww.geli!
but, im not that type ok?
hah.its being late now.
6.03 a.m.hwah! my class 6.30 pm.hah!
untill 9.00.hwah!
presentation lak tuh.hee.
okay.time to go.

lots of fun.but cannot too fun.still can control myself.hee.
muahx!

.my kind of boy.

2009-08-19T05:09:00.002+08:00

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
yes.of course.

2. Smart?
yeah.nop probs.

3. Preferred age?
not too old.

4. Preferred height?
oh.high from me.

5. How about sense of humor?
be a good sense humor.

6. How about piercings?
huh?

7. Accepts you for who you are?
yes, try to accept what i am being.

8. Pink hair?
hwah.gilo.

9. Mushy or no?
a liltle can laa.

10. Thin or fat?
not so thin.nice to hug.hee.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
erm.fair?

12. Long hair or short hair?
short hair! ehem.

13. Plastic or metal?
huh?

14. Smells good?
the perfume.

15. Smoker?
doesnt matter.

16. Drinker?
best not to be.

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
funny.

18. Muscular?
yeah.just liltle.

19. Plays piano?
i like to play piano.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
hee..yes!

21. Plays violin?
nop prob.

22. Sings very good?
have a nice voice.

23. Vain?
no.thanks.

24. With glasses?
looks innocent.matching with me.hah!

25. With braces?
doesnt matter.

26. Shy type?
shy, but not too shy.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
both.

28. Active or passive?
active!

29. Tight or bomb?
hurm.bomb.

30. Singer or dancer?
haih.whatever.

31. stunner?
huh?

32. Hiphop??
huhu.yaw.wassup.i dun think so.

33. Earrings?
urm.better nope.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girl/boy-frien

ds-until-you-drop?
7 ex.

35. Dimples?
oh.no.

36. Bookworm?
why not.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
damn romantic.

38. Playful?
playful? which type?

39. Flirt?
haih.supposed not too clear.

40. Poem writer?
oh. damn sweet!

41. Serious?
yeah.sure.

42. Campus crush?
urm.yeah?

43. Painter?
its nice too.

44. Religious?
muslim.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
oh.better watch out.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
games can acceptable.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
hwah!

48. Loyal or faithful?
both.of course.

49. good kisser?
erm.why not.

50. loves children??
should be.

.friends forever.

2009-07-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

wahh!

jalan je keja.
penat oih!
tp korg mmg best!
nowa.ain.anim.ieka n joanna.
kalu ade airen lg best. ;)
test dah melambak!
hehe~
xsabor dah nk blk umah mlm neyh!
miss umah tercinta!
kembang dan sekeluarga!
hehe~

hah!
happy birthday yaw quyam! ;)
sorry keyh xdpt nk join surprise birthday ko..
xsempat nk blk awal..so sorry!
tp ko still happy gak kn?
hehe~

friends forever!

lots of love.
muahx!

lots of love!

2009-07-13T14:00:00.000+08:00

How tall is the last person you hugged?
-heee..very the tall!

What's your opinion on ketchup?
-erm..biase je.

Name a part of the song you are listening to?
-i know u want me.u know i want cha!

Are you taller than your mom?
-yup2!

What woke you up this morning?
- bunyi msg dr si Dia.

Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- i believe in myself.

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
- nowajaniah.hee~ sempit ar nowa ney!

Are you perfect?
- nope.im not!

What is the last movie that you watched?
- last muvie? ermm..hot fuzz!

Can you throw a frisbee?
-yeah!

What are you doing tonight?
-hang out with him! damn.miss!

Love or money?
-or? hehe..LOVE!

Where were you at 9am this morning?
- on the bed!

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
- im not sure.forgot already!

Do you miss anyone?
-oh.damn! him! him! him!

What's irritating you now?
- my heart.hee~

Do you like Chinese food?
-yes.

Is there something you would like to tell someone?
- yes, i love u!

Have you ever regretted anything?
- nope!

Do you judge people you don't know?
-nope!

Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yes.long time ago.

Do you hate when people smoke around you?
-ermm..i didnt hate people.

In the past week have you cried?
- nope.

What about scratches?
- dun know.

Dark or or light hair in the opposite sex?
- dark!

Who do you talk to when you're down?
- people that i loved them so much!

Is there someone you will never forget?
- my beloved!

Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
- im not in the bad mood today! cheerfull!

How long do you think you will live?
- haha.what?! i dun know!

What was the first thing you did this morning?
-reply msg dye.pastu dye blk.haha~

Do you drink lots of water?
-yeah!

.miss him a lot.

2009-07-13T12:08:00.000+08:00

semalam jumpe kejap.tp best! :]
damn! miss him so much!
hehe~
give him sumthing.but! haish!
salah size plak!
adoiii..
xpelah.xde rezeki..
sorryy honeyyyy...
hehe~
love u damn so much!
muahx!

i love her!!

2009-07-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

oh.damn!
penat gler jalan.hee~
dr sunway ke OU.
haha.nk tercabut gak kaki.haiyoo.
pape pon.
izaa..love u! u r my everything! thanks!
hehe~
muahx!