TRY

Basically my current favorite song.
TRY by PINK 

Ever wonder about what he's doing
How it all turned to lies
Sometimes I think that it's better to never ask why

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try

Eh, eh, eh

Funny how the heart can be deceiving
More than just a couple times
Why do we fall in love so easy?
Even when it's not right

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try

Ever worry that it might be ruined
And does it make you wanna cry?
When you're out there doing what you're doing
Are you just getting by?
Tell me are you just getting by, by, by

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try
You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try

You gotta get up and try, and try, and try
Gotta get up and try, and try, and try

Stranger again, again and again.

I am nearly whizz at making a lot of friends. But i am little bit drown when it comes to love. Yes, trust me.
When it comes to heart and feeling it will become so complicated. Dont you think so?
I am so weak. Yes, i am.
I am so unpredictable. Yes, perhaps?
Bukan niat utk melukakan hati sesiapa, tapi aku sedar aku dah melukakan hati orang lain.
Niat dihati utk berkawan dengan semua orang tapi apa kan daya bila cinta itu hadir dengan tiba-tiba.
Aku cuma insan biasa, yang tidak mampu menghalang sesiapa.
Dalam hati kecil aku, terasa sangat sedih. Sedih sebab kita tidak mampu menjadi kawan seperti mana kita kenal dulu.
Ini takdir, bukan?
Aku percaya, mungkin mereka sendiri pon tidak mampu nak menghalang perasaan sendiri.
Tidak ada sedetik pun, aku nak blame sesiapa.
Tapi aku cuma mampu berdoa, yang mereka hidup bahagia with some else.
Aku sendiri pun tak mampu nak bahagia kan diri sendiri, macam mana aku nk bahagia kan orang lain.

Biarlah aku hidup macam ni, dari memiliki seseorang utk mengisi ruang dan waktu kebosanan aku.
Aku tak pernah rasa sunyi, kerana aku tahu aku ada Dia.
Aku mampu berdoa, supaya dia mampu memberi aku kekuatan supaya aku dapat lalui semua dugaan hidup seorang.
Dan aku selalu bersyukur, kerana dikurniakan keluarga yang bahagia, kawan yang penyanyang serta orang sekeliling yang baik.
Yes. One more thing,
I do believe, this heart will open for someone who really truly love me.
Wasalam.

Practicum

Assalammualaikum,
Sebulan 4 hari, macam setahun 4 bulan. Haish.
Hospital teluk intan, dunia baru buat aku untuk 4 bulan ni.
First step, cant take my eyes off this place. Terdetik dalam hati, ini lah yang akan aku pandang tiap hari.
Setiap pagi aku jalan kaki from house to hospital. Mula-mula memang cam tak boleh nak terima cause so many dogs around this area.
Nasib ada ramai yang keja hospital duduk dekat dengan kawasan rumah.
Dapat laa tumpang-menumpang.
Jumpa macam-macam jenis orang selama aku kerja kat makmal.
Even kerja aku macam tak tengok dunia luar, tapi cukup lah dengan karenah pekerja-pekerja makmal kat sini.
Aku tak merungut dapat hospital teluk intan sbb aku rasa bersyukur sangat even jauh gilosss.
Orang sini baik-baik, makanan murah dan sedap.
Bila orang tanya, kenapa jauh sgt? Aku jawab, nak bawa diri.
Bawa diri jauh dari semua orang yang aku kenal.
Bawa diri jauh dari tempat yang aku biasa pergi.
Semua untuk aku focuskan apa yang penting kat sini.
Rindu?
Mesti leww! Gilo tak rinduu. :(
Aku sanggup berkorban untuk 3 bulan lagi.
Sunyi?
Memang aku sunyi.
Sedih?
Memang aku sedih.
Antara sebab aku lari jauh, aku nak move on. Ye, aku nak move on.
Aku nak hidup gembira macam orang lain.
Aku nak hidup bahagia.
FULLSTOP.